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by Ginger Wildheart

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1.
Everything 04:05
What does it matter who’s enamoured or impressed? It doesn’t matter in the measures of success. There are things we do ‘cos we wanted to Just to cross them off our list I’ve seen it all now all I want is this. It doesn’t matter what you’ve got or what you’ve done Sooner or later, when you’re fooling everyone That cross you bear will still be there And this I swear is true I’ve had it all now all I want is you. I don’t want much, I just want to be your everything. Always remember that the bad could be much worse All that matters is that family comes first So who’s to say it didn’t go your way It went how it’s meant to be? I’ve tried it all now all I want is us… three. I don’t want much, I just want to be your everything.
2.
She said “that’s another one who’s let me down” On this form it seems there’s a lot of them around So she takes another holiday, typically Guess there can’t many more fish left in the English sea Down, she wears him down She takes his name To casually cast it to the ground That’s a nasty habit you’ve got there It’s sure to leave you all alone someday Someday yeah That’s a nasty habit you’ve got there It’s sure to leave you all alone someday Someday yeah I’d be careful if I was you But then who in the world would want to be you? She said some things that everyone assumed were true I guess that female voice draws the sympathy from you But that tongue put a little cyanide in everyone’s ears Enough to filter out what she didn’t want them all to hear
3.
Bloody Knees 05:42
“Sold” said the man at the end of the paper chase Behold, inertia in trade as a pure green light Signals the rise of a brave new trail And home (home­ home ­home ­home) Shape shifts again (gain gain gain gain) And fear is torn from tit one more time Face change in the end, cos in the end It isn’t funny at all Gone is the comfort on which we would glide around We’ve only the black wings of freedom to lift us now With future uncertain we flow downstream And then (then then then then) Leaders of men (men men men men) Once repressed are put to the test Made gold in the end, cos in the end It isn’t funny at all It isn’t funny at all (riff) (stuff) Raise a glass to all of the players we lost in the final reel Praise to the new set of heroes that lead us now Blazing a trail on vermillion skies And change (change change change change) See’s more of the same (same same same same) We see that the new red is black He who has the last laugh will realise in the end It isn’t funny at all
4.
Oh mon ami, have you fallen out with me? You push me away on days these days And i’m starting to feel some release Oh my knees, You’re sure taking it out of me But I’d rather watch me squirming here upon my belly Than propaganda on the telly Oh el mundo, slow fatigue A wild dog without a leash As you chase me down You bare your teeth to keep me grounded Oh el mundo, slow fatigue You make it hard to keep the peace Unleash your hounds Those needle teeth have me surrounded Oh woe is me, I got too wide eyed to see The familiar shape as the shadow approaches I must have got too giddy to notice Oh finally I’m not all alone in here There the one who sings And the one who barks at the moon, in the dark And the monster charging sure as a shark fin Oh el mundo, slow fatigue A wild dog without a leash As you chase me down You bare your teeth to keep me grounded Oh el mundo, slow fatigue You make it hard to keep the peace Unleash your hounds Those needle teeth have me surrounded Out of breath but fast as I can be Still a slow death is catching up on me
5.
Hellbound 05:09
Shade thrown on the valley just marks the presence of the peaks we share Everywhere The basin and the highland, let’s just appreciate the atmosphere It gets cold out there. Sure, over time there will be regrets but never too many to mention With all the love our boy has for his mother Never shall never be uttered Baby, maybe we’re hellbound? It’s like any old town where we’ve already sinned Maybe we’re really in heaven? If that’s the case it’s just someplace they let anybody in All I know is as the storm approaches there’s a safety in your arms These days I’m finally lonely Outside as the water whips the windowsill. It’s raining still. But I (I) still (still) get excited As I watch the clock arrive at 2pm, and you’re home again. This seven year itch I heard all about Is just a get-out that favours the restless Those with gratitude and the balls to make it Will promise to never say never Baby, maybe we’re hellbound? It’s like any old town where we’ve already sinned Maybe we’re really in heaven? If that’s the case it’s just someplace they let anybody in All I know is as I trace the lines that form upon your face They count the years of sacrifice and dedication of your life And then I know that as the storm approaches there’s my safety in your arms
6.
King Rat 03:37
Just a kid in my nest, learning the tricks of the trade from the best You were the greatest. Giving me song with 3 and 4 harmonies to sing along Who else did that? No one. Nobody yet showed me songs as a method of dealing with hate and frustration Nobody yet spoke with quite such finesse about wanting to beat someone’s face in So one night I wrote til the pen had run dry and waved all the problems goodbye All night riddled by hormones and song I taught them to get along And oh yes, of all of the voices King Rat you were the greatest And oh yes, of all of the disks on the desk you were the greatest And no one writes songs like you anymore Just a weird kid in a second hand record shop, lacking a fathers affection Saw some weird looking guys on an import and he thought that “this deserves closer inspection” And in a room plastered with posters of Kiss He’d never heard music like this Real tales of the city from real bearded men He never played Love Gun again. And oh yes, of all of the voices King Rat you were the greatest And oh yes, of all of the disks on the desk you were the greatest And you give me hope that when I am gone My songs will mean this much to someone And oh yes, of all of the voices King Rat you were the greatest And oh yes, of all of the disks on the desk you were the greatest
7.
You nearly got away with the things that you did But you forget I was doing this while you were booking gigs at the YMCA, I’m an old dab hand You can stick me in the desert I’ll learn to eat sand I’ve been down here before, on the floor more times than Traci Lords, I’ve been treading the boards. Taking the blows while you were striking a pose. Finding me feet while you were filling your nose. Nothing in the world will stop this show. Nothing in the world will stop this show. Even death would just see me legacy grow But first there’s one thing i wanna know What are we going to do with you? What would Henry Rollins do? Before I do something I’m gonna regret, what would Hank do next? I’m asking you, what the Hell would Mr Henry Rollins do? Just...cos...some Jackass said “out of sight is out of mind” you’ll find I’ve got a dozen spiders eyes in the Back Of My Head I can see right through whatever the fuck you think you’re trying to do. Okay, so we were friends..that makes it weird.. But not impossible, it just means you ain’t gonna end up in a hospital. Got to use my head, got to think this through Now what would someone one smarter than me do? What are we going to do with you? What would Henry Rollins do? Before I do something I’m gonna regret, what would Hank do next? I’m asking you, what the Hell would Mr Henry Rollins do? So I tell you what I did, I got online I got an email address for Henry in no time. I sat by the Mac and I started to write Mr Rollins, I said, could I have some advice? I’ve got this thing I’ve been working on It’s kind of a problem and kind of a song It’s in demo form, but can I send it to you? It’s called “what would Henry Rollins do?” I’d be honoured to have you appear on the track And within one hour Hank came back And this he wrote – quote unquote “I DON’T WANT TO BE IN THIS THING AT ALL” Now I know what I’ll do with you Now I know what Henry Rollins’d do I won’t do anything I’m gonna regret What I’ll do next, I’ll tell you kid Is the same as Mr Henry Rollins did. I’m gonna dismiss you like a bug on a dustbin lid. Thanks Henry.
8.
Do You? 03:38
There’s an honesty when you’re all alone That don’t exist in a crowded room There’s a loneliness that runs a lot deeper than Anyone would assume When you’re dragged under dirty waters When you’re swimming up against the tide When you’re all alone do you ever think about suicide Do you? And would you? A house is made of wood and beams And it’s a nowhere, lonely place But a home is made of love and dreams That keep you warm on the colder days And when children fill the room by laughing It’s a magic carpet away So you hold on tight and you try not to think about yesterday Do you? And could you? The shadows move in quicker as the days they seem to shorten now They catch you unexpected as your reflexes feel they’re slowing down with age Burn another page, in these vampire acid days In this ragged war we rage There’s an emptiness that don’t exist in a crowded room There’s a toxic breed of loneliness that lives to destroy and consume When you’re dragged under dirty waters When you’re swimming against the tide When you’re all alone do you ever think about suicide Do you? And would you?
9.
Petite Mort 03:36
I wish you’d have seen how she grew to be Queen Her head up so high I was crippled with pride Like I know you’d have been She grew to the stars, she grew to the light And while she elevates with every day I die a little every night Die a little tonight, die a little tonight Thought hard it may be let nobody see And die a little tonight Like he’d always done he just soldiered on And even as they grieved no one really believed he was finally gone As the curtains were drawn, and he was taken from sight I promised to live each day as if I was dying every night Die a little tonight, die a little tonight Thought hard it may be let nobody see And die a little tonight In the eye of the storm In the deafening end Feeling a memory you’ll never see again And when my little boy asks “where will you go when you die?” I say “I’ll be In your heart, in the very same part I’ve been for all of your life. I’m never too far away, so live every day like you were dying tonight.
10.
Honour 02:39
I lead them all to crash and burn I seal their fate there’s nothing they can do about it You make believe you’re born again The game you play is loaded like Russian Roulette I will celebrate in fire I will burn your playhouse down I will take the world by vengeance in your honour I’ll win by hand and rule by might I’ll break your truth and leave you in the shallow water I’m born to seek and to survive Your fate is mine like lambs dying in the slaughter I will celebrate in fire I will burn your playhouse down I will take the world by vengeance in your honour
11.
Down The Dip 05:00
Hold it down There’s a hole designed for everybody Hold it down So that everyone can be somebody Hold it down And because you asked me to I made one for you. Hold it now Now these holes are made to last forever Hold it now And can be stretch to fit your growing stature Hold it now But that’s not what they’re meant to do Now it’s unfit for you Down the dip ­ there’s no free banquet You pay to show your appreciation The more you eat the more you hunger Til’ you lose control of this situation And then it’s gone, then it’s gone. A state of grace? That’s a matter of taste. You’re leaving your scent all over the place But for now how’s about getting out of my face? You’re just another drip on a trip down the dip. Hold it down That’s a nice trick you got there son Hold it down But you’re gonna need more than one Hold it down Before you work on number two I’ll tell you now you’re gonna need a few Hold it now You know the worlds changing every day Hold it now And of you don’t invent the rules we play Hold it now They’re gonna drop you like the flu And I won’t be there for you Down the dip -­ in waves of action Designed to look like a celebration Diminishing prizes as tough on the eyes As the dwindling size of the expectation And now it’s gone, now it’s gone A state of grace? That’s a matter of taste. You’re leaving your scent all over the place But for now how’s about getting out of my face? Go catch another drip on a trip down the dip.
12.
Before you find yourself in London town Make sure you fill your pockets full of pennies If you’re down on your luck then you won’t be seeing many open arms around There in London town. If you find yourself in London town Don’t go following smiling strangers to the toilet Oh the first ones free after then you’re gonna buy it It’s a slow road down into in London town If you want to live in London town Best forget those smiling Northern faces Don’t expect any warmth from people or from places You learn to hold your ground lest you be homeward bound Ere you find yourself in London town Keep your hands stuck deep inside your jacket Or you’ll find yourself with nothing in your pockets Where the thieves abound you’ll see London town. Far from the heathen winds Lay ghost the jagged fens Where ambition starves in the hearts of them That accept the terms under any means necessary If you find yourself in London town Don’t mistake the coke for conversation Don’t mistake the smoke for celebration They’re just words thrown around Nights out in London town Far from the heathen winds Lay ghost the jagged fens Where ambition starves in the hearts of them That accept the terms under any means necessary If you find yourself in London town Make sure you stay in contact with your mammy Keep your heart at home and in photographs you carry And leave some bread crumbs down From home to London town.
13.
One conversation I’ll always remember Was a place where the weather had forced me to stay A man with my accent and a face fill of stories Had caused me to look his way A few drinks of whiskey had bought me his story I looked in his eyes as he looked back in mine “I’m off in the morning to the North East of England To leave for the final time” Put your faith in the one who tries Don’t gossip and don’t tell lies When in doubt buy a larger size Listen to what I’m saying. Never trust a judgemental man Listen to those you are younger than And be good just because you can Listen to what I’m saying. Well he got my attention, of that there’s no question So I got the drinks in and he carried on He told me of an angel he fell for in Brooklyn September, 2001 Around that time -­ the tests said “condition is now in remission” All said, it wasn’t the greatest of years Eleven years later the words on the paper Just made his decision clear Make up after every fight, Always kiss your girl goodnight Don’t buy underwear too tight Listen to what I’m saying. Shower even if there ain’t no stink Stop caring what people think Always buy the first round of drinks Listen to what I’m saying. He made plans that he’d go and leave incognito With a letter so she’d know he’d met someone new If she don’t find someone and learn how to move on This death would take her life too. That night I slept restless, my heart in a screw press Til next day at breakfast I saw him again He was pawning this story for bacon and coffee And he smiled as he called my name He said “I hope you listened to what I was saying!” Learn how to shut your trap ’Til you’ve got a good answer back Admire in others what you lack Listen to what I’m saying When in doubt do something kind Be prepared to change your mind And always leave the past behind Listen to what I’m saying
14.
What is the story behind that floral plot? Does someone live in anguish, while someone else does not? Did alcohol contribute, or just excessive speeds? Or a lack of concentration operating tons of metal needs? In tribute to the dead the streets run red with roses What was the tip off on the back of the crime? Someone’s little girl, or son, just didn’t come home on time. Does it beggar belief as they swing in the gale? A hundred thousand tiny wreaths all tied to the side of the traffic rail In tribute to the dead the streets run red with roses A warning sign to the road ahead in roses On every road and carriageway in the UK
15.
Tired of waking alone, with distance fed by stormy weather. Tried an stripped to the bone. Guilty shoulders wear this better. Sin looks pretty in light. “What resistance to temptation?”, the moral of this generation can only cry. Step right up. Walk right in To the brand new original sin Hold me closer and you won’t feel the shame If you put your hand in my hand then together we’ll make it over the wall. In flames jealousy rides. Challenging your dedication. And casting standards aside. Labelled by association. Would be that we’d have lied. A meagre form of consolation. Best attempt to keep your faith, and woe betide. Walk right up. Step right in To a brand new original sin (middle section) Walk right up. Step right in To the brand new original sin Hold me closer and you won’t feel the shame If you put your hand in my hand then together we’ll make it over the wall.
16.
You pays your money, you takes your chance Things have come a long way since the days of Tommy Vance. Now the majors got it so wrong Paranoid is more than just an old Black Sabbath song But don’t stop loving the music Don’t stop loving the music It was all there ever was And all it ever wants is love The death of vinyl and CDs? It only paved the way for online market strategies Larceny is still paramount But this time they hide behind your Spotify account. But don’t stop loving the music Don’t stop loving the music It was all there ever was And all it ever wants is love
17.
There’s a bottle on the dresser by your ring And it’s empty so right now I don’t feel a thing I’ll be hurtin’ when I wake up on the floor and I’ll be over it by two And that’s the difference between the whiskey and you Come tomorrow, I can walk in any store It ain’t a problem, yeah, they’ll always give me more But your forgiveness is something I can’t buy, ain’t a thing that I can do And that’s the difference between the whiskey and you One’s the devil and one keeps driving me insane Sometimes I wonder if they ain’t both the same The one’s a liar that helps hide me from my pain And one’s the cold hard, bitter truth And that’s the difference between the whiskey and you (solo) One’s the devil and one keeps driving me insane Sometimes I wonder if they ain’t both the same The one’s a liar that helps hide me from my pain And one’s the cold hard, bitter truth And that’s the difference between the whiskey and you
18.
Ostracide 05:35
Lady liberty sits in the corner She’d open up but she don’t wanna I hear tell she could set the well on fire She got a boy and he got a vision They don’t need their own musicians Now all of mine turned into guns for hire I’m in the picture Though we don’t seem to talk no more It’s complicated. I guess someone’s gotta be the bad guy after all. I can’t make you care And miss me when I’m not there or even call me on the phone But if you want to talk I’m home Call on me I’m always home At the end of the day, people are gonna be people You can’t change that Oh, but how you react is your business Better leave ‘em to get on with it Hickey Man he wants to be famous Going on his Facebook status He’s got skills but lacks imagination But there’s… two sides to this boy wonder As he applies ‘divide and conquer’ And gets twice the problems in the making At the end of the day, people are gonna be people You can’t change that Oh, but how you react is your business Better leave ‘em to get on with it At the end of the day, people are gonna be people You can’t change that Oh, but how you react is your business Better leave ‘em to get on with it
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Mr T & Me 05:00
I, I know a little guy He’s got it in his mind that I’m kind of superhuman What a crime it’d be to break that illusion He thinks more of me than me Thinks I can lift a building The sheer belief of children Is what we lose in evolution Rising in estimation To the occasion And try to be the man That he thinks I am I’m shaking, I’m aching Hooray for Mr T and me The process of ageing It ain’t for Mr T and me I do it all for little T Fine for hitting 49 Body’s still strong and thin Better than it’s ever been But that’s not saying much I looked fucked at seventeen Me, isn’t what it’s all about Well not anymore Like it was before When I had no-one to be a super hero for I’m the one he’s built his dreams around And I can’t let him down Otherwise who would he be, when he pretends to be me? I’m hurting, I’m burning But that’s between Mr T and me I’m dying but I’m trying my best For Mr T and me I do it all for little T I am only here alive ‘Cos he breathes air into my life And that just makes it all alright to be imperfect ‘Cos he can’t see that. I, I know a little guy He’s thinks I’m super cat And I wanna be that
20.
The world as we knew then has come crashing down again A twisted sense of comfort has replaced the indolence This fear inside my gut of settling into ruts Has finger opened sores convenience considered shut And there you are, and here I am And there you go, and here we are again That dark cloud doesn’t want you Doesn’t want you like I wanted to That sheer life wouldn’t miss you Wouldn’t miss you like I’m going to. You vanish from the scene, yet show up on the screen Updated status indicates a living human being But the easier the breaks, the more sense it seems to make It’s the cash incentive that resents a little give and take But here you are, and there I am And here we go around block again That dark cloud doesn’t want you Doesn’t want you like I wanted to That sheer life wouldn’t miss you Wouldn’t miss you like I’m going to If they won’t let you in And they won’t let you grow You have to let them go If you’re holding out your hand But they don’t want to know You have to let them go If they’re quick to condemn But not to console You have to let them go
21.
One Way Down 03:10
Riding undercover of the past It takes a steady hand And while I spin I really shouldn’t expect For you to understand But as we grow and taste the air That feeds the flow, remember there’s only One way down Separated by a silent need To communicate Disassociation by decree The pain we orchestrate We rise in chaos left unrepaired Until the only thing we share is the Same way down So many ways to reach the top Remember this as you splinter off There’s just one way down
22.
With the first sign of light came the last day of summer Parking the car to see long distance runners Sat holding hands, thinking how far we’ve come this year As the sun disappeared Somehow it feels like it’s all back to normal Talking is easy and touching informal Let’s strengthen foundations for the next time the storm arrives And get on with our lives We’re up – up, up, we’re up We’re down – down, down, we’re down We’re back – back, back, we’re back And we’re gone – gone, gone, we’re gone In solemn acceptance of days turning colder And sadness of just getting older and older When mournful new music is all that the soul will allow Then the last days are now. We’re up – up, up, we’re up We’re down – down, down, we’re down We’re back – back, back, we’re back And we’re gone – gone, gone, we’re gone In darkness again, I miss the shadows turning Boys into men. Right now the start is further away than the end. The turning point in your life That some accept and some fight. Me? I was always brought up as a fighter Standing my ground and demanding what’s right I was brought up with violence but fought it to find discipline Now here’s a fight I’ll never win. We’re up – up, up, we’re up We’re down – down, down, we’re down We’re back – back, back, we’re back And we’re gone – gone, gone, we’re gone
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Toxins & Tea 03:48
While I’m waxing lyrical, dark and cynical Still I keep on trying To use my prerogative and find some positive And stop my expectations dying So I made a list. Two psychologist in the entire area It’s a start I guess, so I left a message And one of them came back And tried to feed to me pure bureaucracy Wrapped in tape and hoodoo “Unless you’re calling from the town where you were born Nothing we can do for you” So I said “listen mate, I’ll self medicate” And that was where I left it. No one listening in the world of medicine That’s why England’s gone to shit. And you don’t want me to get started on politics A fella I know who’s Asian Has got this Dad in law who went and voted for anti immigration Just like fans of Russell Brand, he could not understand Why I think he’s a wanker In a search for common sense I went to the off licence For a temporary answer… ..okay, calm down, let’s get fucking zen about it. No one’s expecting a world that runs on justice No one is waiting for such a grand departure from basic human nature Try imagining this world living in Tolerance and compassion Could you change mankind, one mind at a time? Well let’s put it into positive action. All participants in this experiment Start and end with you, mate. Could you carry on without judging anyone? Do you believe it isn’t too late? If your solution is in the positive Everything’s gonna be stardust But if you gonna live in the negative The popular voice was right, and the stupid people won The human race is fucked, the experiment went wrong Your species won’t missed, close the door on your way out. See you on the other side Hope I come back as a chair. Thieves and pariahs Backstabbing liars Self obsession Passive aggression Drama junkies Two faced cunts Deceit and politics Broken promises Anti climax Ego maniacs
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Adrenalina 04:37
I got a buzz on, got it deep inside my badness I got a love on, it sits nestled in my madness I’m on a budget and that dopamine is free I wanna touch it because damn it’s touching me Let’s do drugs, let’s get free Let’s get out of reality I want no coke or LSD I want you to do that thing to me My adrenalin Adrenalina. It ain’t technically illegal, kinda like the stuff you get on those online pharmaceutical outlets It ain’t addictious because I’ve seen that kind of thing before I get a sickness? I just come knocking on your door. Let’s do drugs, let’s get free Let’s get out of reality I want no coke or LSD I want you to do that thing to me My adrenalin. Adrenalina.
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Right in the feels where X marks the spot Clear entry reveals you’re still one hell of a shot This bruising with heal the pure disappointment will not Right it the feels Right in the feels We hurt and we heal And then we get up off the floor Still hurts, big deal Ready yourself for some more Humans are dirty they should never be trusted Humans are dirty they should never be trusted Right in the pills then left in the air And just when it looked like we were getting somewhere That door that was shut, now open or closed, who could care? Right in the feels, Right in the feels It’s not the shame that hurts you more than the pain It’s not the fact you left yourself wide open again You just forgot that it’s tough to trust another human being That we’re dirty and twisted and should never be trusted
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I am the voice that beats you with questions I’ll not be mentioned in company I will remind you that you’re not good enough I will remind you that you’ll never be free Many names I’m given But you can call me The Uninvited You may not notice I’m already in you I come to rape all that is sacred Sooner or later without invitation In your confidence I make my home And the sky ain’t falling where you wanted it to No matter how your denied Your still cold on the outside, warm on the inside No medication that is promised you Is tearing us apart I’ll never leave you alone I am the demon, I am the illness I’ve been the deceiver of centuries Through me the doctor signs your addiction I’ll see you a burden on society I’ll watch you crumble I’ll leave you naked and uninvited You may not notice I’m already in you I come to rape all that is sacred Sooner or later without invitation In your confidence I make my home And the sky ain’t falling where you wanted it to No matter how your denied Your still cold on the outside, warm on the inside No medication that is promised you Is tearing us apart I’ll never leave you alone
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East 5th street, in Bukowski’s chair King Eddy Saloon, me and Jimmy were there It didn’t open til five Well I guess a lot changed since Charlie was alive Now, what I don’t get is how the sober sect Give a female hitting piece of shit respect But they come down strong If you drink a few beers and you get along Now the bums aside, the streets are dead Just a mile line of cars tied head to head Say ‘yes’ to God and walk this way. Even Lemmy wouldn’t get himself a job today. Hey, we are the friends of Bill We are the moderate face of overkill And the times haves changed – woah woah And the beast is tamed – woah woah Hey, put that bottle down We are the friend of Bill and we run this town And we know your name – woah woah And we own this game – woah woah The Strip is traffic and crystal meth And the bands are clean but they’re bored to death Cos there ain’t no scene So they’re sticking hotels where the clubs had been And we all did things when things were fun But they ain’t been fun since 91 We blame Cobain Not quitting insane grade A cocaine I’m sat at the back of Rock n Roll Ralphs And I’m trying to imagine living here in the past Where they dressed like clowns all around the town But at least this place was a wall of sound. (chorus)
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The magazine stalls help to shame ageing masses With plasticine noses and plastic eyelashes Well the welcome is warm but it’s just temporary Whatever you’ve got arranged just make sure there’s a plan B And C… and D To learn to get by is to learn how to blend So you hang around pools where they shake, and they bake, and they make you a new friend But no-ones in the water cos there’s roaches in the deep end. No one smiled at me all day But in the grim North East they all laugh at least No ‘ello’ in West LA But in the cold North West they all send their best. Where the rockers are drug free and the rollers are sober There’s a fella from Kiss saying rock n roll is over. Everyone is giving up on getting down The dream is disappearing from city to city, from town to town I don’t know what it is but there’s a lot of it around No one smiled at me all day But in the grim North East they all laugh at least No ‘ello’ in West LA But in the cold North West they all send their best. Where people with two legs carry animals with four The homeless are warm and dry, asleep on the floor They don’t mean to be mean and it all looks legit But with the most concrete of plans, Just stick the heat on their necks and expect they’ll forget it. It’s a very fine line between amnesia and bullshit
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Hot Piss 04:36
Heaven cursed ya with inertia Let’s be ‘avin’ ya Hot piss fill this cup There is genius in your anus, entertain us Hot piss top this up It’s me again, sent to pretend, I’ll be your friend Hot piss sweet enough Passive aggressive little bitch Wanna make like a – what – like a – son of a bitch Stop being such a passive aggressive little bitch Coming of like a -what – a bad ass – capiche? Takes more than being a passive aggressive little bitch Smoking vapour, laced in paper, alma mater Hot piss fill this cup Three point trident, keeping silent, hides the violence Hot piss top this up The stink, the fate, the guilt, the hate, relive, relate, incriminate – innate Hot piss sweet enough
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Caer Urfa 04:35
In the town where I was born we were baptised by the water In the town where I was born we were raised on hops and brown From the beaches and the Leas to the rolling hills of Cleadon There was music ringing til they started bringing the venues down But mother created a jukebox. Daddy put the ‘out’ in South, as Shields lost hope. With the ship docks and collieries closing down, down, down. it’s amazing the men found anything to laugh about. But I just see smiles when I close my eyes In the town where I was born, it was music that ruled Britannia In the town where I was born we were dyed in black and white There was nothing going on but we made a lot of entertainment No we didn’t have money but we always had plenty to do every night But mother created a jukebox. Daddy put the ‘out’ in South, as Shields lost hope. With the ship docks and collieries closing down, down, down. it’s amazing the men found anything to laugh about. But I just see smiles when I close my eyes It’s a ‘get off your arse’ town. That won’t keep wuh [us] down
31.
I woke up missing you so bad you’ll never know So I jumped the big 2 bus to Will Rogers beach Then back around, and Downtown to Skid Row One more lost passenger caught by the Siren’s song Strung out on promises, with ankles tied to what will be Now what could be is gone. One of these days… I’ll come home, anxiety free and in your zone again. Home, gonna get there in the end. Home, where I know the streets, where it rains in sheets at the door. Home, gonna stay in you for sure. That’s a lie of course. There’s no Pioneer chicken stand on Alvarado street no more Echo Park holds Farmers markets And cleaned up streets see families Prod organic fruit to score. It looks like Avenue C and it feels a lot like home And while you’re not here with me I know for sure you’d love it here And I feel a lot less alone. But one of these days… I’ll come home, anxiety free and in your zone again. Home, gonna get there in the end. Home, where I know the streets, where it rains in sheets at the door. Home, gonna stay in you for sure. That’s a lie of course.
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It's No Good 03:23
Our weaknesses all dance in time So why won’t you acknowledge mine? You judge all I do. I’m no worse than you. We’re up and down, we are the same. Now you refuse to feel my pain What sets us apart? Why the change of heart? It’s no good, there’s no love anymore. It’s no good, there’s no love anymore. Why is it you don’t understand? I sure could use a helping hand. I could take your lead, In my hour of need. If there’s one thing that we can solve, It’s how the fuck we all evolve. I don’t think you know What it is to grow. It’s no good, there’s no love anymore. It’s no good, there’s no love anymore.
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When I’m inside all I need is everything outside the window When I’m outside I long to be indoors Could this be the answer I’ve been waiting for? When I find I’m by myself I pray for company and when I’m With my friends I want to be alone This is now This is all I’ve ever known Is this the final time, or just the final time again? Cos it feels like it’s over, it feels like the big time It feels like it’s over this time Thrown around in selfish seas I dream of still and peaceful islands When ashore I curse the wretched calm Recurring theme, or screaming cause for some alarm? Suckle, now, the incubus that lives to fuck the passion from me Manifest the darkness from within Why explain? There are none left alive who’d understand. Is this the final time, or just the final time again? Cos it feels like it’s over, it feels like the big time It feels like it’s over this time
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They will dress you as children, they will colour your nails They will paint you from pictures Baby don’t lose your tail They will give you directions Just by virtue of being male But whatever the questions Baby don’t lose your tail Don’t lose your tail girl Don’t lose your tail girl Where fashion is the boss, and the cost insane Where people come to die and supply loose change They serve assuming cash You’re hip You’re not ill equipped in the wallet Thank Gaultier Mouth full of nothing but angry butterflies Mouth full of nothing but angry butterflies Yeah yeah, another meek attack Yeah yeah, another meek attack Going under the blade ‘cos they say all you’ll ever lose is a few more years Cosmetic correction never makes ladies little girls, just a little more weird Ain’t nobodies business if you wanna look a little weird, if it’s your idea But any image that is forced by the media is criminal Don’t fall for it, don’t fall for it Don’t build on your dreams from glossy magazines ‘Cos all we need is you, girl And that’s all that you need too What they say men want you to be is wrong, I swear, I guarantee ‘Cos all we need is you, girl And that’s all that you need too Believe in nothing that you read about how you’re told to behave in bed ‘Cos all we need is you, girl And that’s all that you need too That Cosmo survey wasn’t designed to stay in your mind for the test of time ‘Cos all we need is you, girl And that’s all that you need too You’ll grow older little girl and your vision of the world Will include your part as well, all this will change Where you used to feel neglect, you’ll feel stature and respect In everything that you affect, all this will change You’ll make mistakes along the way, that just the price you got to pay To be the way you want to stay All this will change All this will change The rule is to enjoy being little girls and boys The stereotypes in toys will ingrain as we separate Poisoned little minds leaving common sense behind Your brainwashed teenage child won’t be trained to retaliate Keep your edge on, it’s all you’ll ever need Keep your edge on, it’s all you’ll ever need Don’t lose your tail, girl.
35.
The truth terrifies me – beyond belief ‘Cos the lies aren’t any worse Diverted by conspiracies Less evil than what’s proved to be You’d pray for races of ETs come colonise the earth Who is elected – to serve and protect Remember ’89? When Salman Rushdie fled the streets Now French cartoonist in their seats Are shot for not being free to speak Now blood obscures the line And we cry And we hold our head up so high To realise that nothing ever changes… Waves of sadness wash over me As a reminder how it used to be As everything this too will pass eventually So let these blue waves wash over me I’m scared of religion – totalitarian The bible is the gun Revolution is a buzz galore While the threat of a real life civil war Coming to your door, is being ignored Because that shit, that just isn’t fun And I’d rather die than be – tied to the -lie That for this flag I’d give my life I’d take a gun to intolerance I’d kill in a war to take down the banks And I’d die for peace, given half a chance, And leave this world alive.
36.
One more, for Auld Lang Sine One more, for the Fog On The Tyne One more, under Northern lights One more, last one of the night One more, to absent friends One more, ’til the party ends One more, with your glass in the air One more, ‘cos I just don’t care Whatever you’re having yourself I’ll have another Whatever is going down I’ll have another We can talk ’til the rivers are dry You can walk away without saying good bye But we’re alive tonight, and there’s only you and me brother I’ll have another One more, for a night on the town One more, last bottle of brown One more, for the young and the old One more, let the good times roll Two more, and we don’t wanna stop Three more, ’til we’re fit to drop and there’s No more, and when we get to the end. And then one more, let’s do it again. Whatever you’re having yourself I’ll have another Whatever is going down I’ll have another We can talk til the rivers are dry You can walk away without saying goodbye You know I recognise your face I think I might know your mother I’ll have another Whatever you’re having yourself I’ll have another Whatever is going down I’ll have another We can talk til the rivers are dry You can walk away without saying goodbye I’ve never seen you before but tomorrow I might be your lover Let’s have another. Let’s have another.

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G·A·S·S· was the year-long fan club project of Ginger Wildheart, which gave its members 36 brand new songs over the course of the 12 months (May 2014 to April 2015). It also gave them much more exclusive content, including 24 previously unreleased demos and rarities, podcasts, diary entries, film reviews, and a whole lot more!

G·A·S·S· gave its last update to members in April 2015, but although the monthly updates that fans queued up to receive have now finished, all of this digital content remains available to purchase at:

www.g-a-s-s.co

This album contains the 36 new tracks that were released over the 12 month period.

12 of these tracks were made available on the commercial, physical release "Year Of The Fanclub". You can purchase the remaining 24 tracks individually here!

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